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Horoscope

2008-06-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Horoscope..

i came across this thingy.. and found it..
quite true for some parts.. so..
i'm just gonna paste it down..

Gemini + Taurus

Air + Earth = Dust

Taurus is into digging down to the bottom of things, deeply and methodically. The solve problems step by step and follow ideas the same way. You, on the other hand, leap like a leprechaun from one thought to another with a truckload of curiosity and naiveté. This doesn’t mean Taurus isn’t infatuated by your wit and humour — it’s just that they need a slower and steadier pace.

Despite the fact that on some levels this combination is not bad, your restlessness may be too much for Taurus on a long-term basis.

The two of you will have lots to talk about and are happy spending hour after hour in each other’s company as long as you’re in a stimulating environment. You’re both pleasure-seekers and like to satisfy your intellectual and physical appetites. You’re both interested in cultural things as well.

On an intimate level, you may be too fast-moving for the plodding Taurus. They need lots of touch and sensual stimulation. Taurus may not respond as vivaciously as you’d like, either. You need to talk more; Taurus needs to touch more.

If Taurus is an evolved type, they may put their mental abilities into higher gear and arouse you in verbal ways. And you need to try not to be so impatient that you overlook some of the finer details of courtship. If you do, you may leave Taurus high and dry in the bedroom.

If you are a responsive Gemini, you will take up the challenge and work at a long-term relationship rather than a quick fix.

So in some ways this combination is not bad, but your Mercurial character could be a little too much for Taurus to handle.

Those born between 20 April and 29 April make a moderately good combo with you, but they may feel you are a little condescending, intellectually. They are just as smart as you are, so don’t try to outshine them too often.

By far the best combination for you is with Taureans born between 30 April and 10 May. Their birthdays are strongly affected by Mercury, your own ruler. This means you’ll feel that the two of you have a lot of similar qualities, including playfulness.

Those born between 11 May and 21 May will be a steadying influence on you. In short bursts you’ll enjoy this equanimity, but you may soon start to feel a little smothered or weighed down by it.

Ellene's birthday

2008-06-15T00:30:00.008+08:00

Ellene's birthday.. lol..
we planned a kidnap.. and we failed badly...
ok.. when i saw the video.. dunno why..
i think pb cover the lens..
cuz... even if realli very dark... wun blank until like tt de...
but still pls listen to the video and try imagine wad was happening.. lol..
yea.. lazy to type ler... so... heres all the pics + vids..
the pics.. some are the testing out.. and some are the after..
lol... have fun

Surveys

2008-06-14T18:51:00.004+08:00

Surveys..

2 surveys to be done.. so.. lets do survey 1 1st...

---survey one---

name twenty people and at the end of the survey;
choose 5 people to do it.
name the people first then read the questions. (:

1) Hui Yee
2) Raymond
3) Justin Guan
4) Ruo Yao
5) Ellene
6) Eileen Loo
7) Matthew He
8) Matthew Sim
9) Fariq
10) Zhen Ying
11) Lin Long
12) Cynthia
13) Mandy
14) Hwee Yee
15) Boon Hui
16) Kar Juan
17) Joseph
18) Zhi Hong
19) Justin Leow
20) Arjunan

a) How did u meet number fourteen? [Hwee Yee]
- shes my poly classmate..

b) What will u do if you have never met number one? [Hui Yee]
- dunno?? i wun be as happy as before and as emo as now?? i dunno..

c) What if number nine and twenty stead? [Fariq & Arjunan]
- LOL!! u got to be joking with me...

d) Describe number three. [Justin Guan]
- hes guannie!! need me say more??

e) Is number eight attractive? [Matthew Sim]
- lol.. attractive as in?? not attracting me.. but.. u might wanna ask number 12.. :D oops..

f) Describe number seven. [Matthew He]
- hmm.. tao arh.. best brother ever? ahh... habbo freak.. yeap.. CONFIRM!

g)Do you know any of number twelve family members? [Cynthia]
- er.... NOPE... but.. u can try ask.. ok la.. dun wan say.. later kanna hum tum.. lol...

h) What language that number fifteen speaks? [Boon Hui]
- eng, chi, hokien? how the fuck i know.. =.=

i) Who is number nine going out with? [Fariq]
- this is so easy! his girlfriend! :D

j) How old is number sixteen? [Kar Juan]
- hes 17 this yr..

k) When was the last time you spoke to number thirteen? [Mandy]
- er.. the last time my fom group had a discussion on msn..

l) Who is number two favourite singer/band? [Raymond]
- when he tells me.. i'll tell u..

m) Have you ever dated number four? [Ruo Yao]
- nope.. but hey... u shd ask number 3 this qns....

n) Will you ever date number one? [Hui Yee]
- of cuz? =.= can help me ask her this same qns?

o) Is number nineteen single? [Justin Leow]
- i have no idea... =.=

p) What is number ten last name? [Zhen Ying]
- i suck in understanding wads 1st name and wads last name.. his full name is huang zhen ying.. if i'm not wrong..

q) Would you ever be in a relationship with number eleven? [Lin Long]
- er?? its a he.. and i'm not gay.. yet... or might never be gay..

r) What is the school of number three? [Justin Guan]
- hmmm hes in School of Chemical Life Sciences if i'm not wrong.. and hes in Singapore Poly..

s) Where does number six lives? [Eileen Loo]
- somewhere near bedok res..

t) Whats your favourite thing about number five? [Ellene]
- :o.. ELLENE!! FINALLY YOU! hmmm... er? i dunno?? OMG... =.=

u) Have you ever seen number two naked? [Raymond]
- naked.. no.. half naked.. yes..

v) List down 5 people to do this survey.
`michael owen
`david beckham
`alan shearer
`the rock
`the person who made this survey!

---survey two---

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) i think my biggest fear has already happened? me breaking up with her
2) me dying?
3) someone close to me in danger..
4) something that scares me..
5) something mean to be scary enough to scare me..
6) when a gay come tell me he likes me.. HEY.. THATS SCARY!!
7) when a gay i know like me.. touches me.. OH FUCK! [heng no such gay come out yet]

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST:
1) hui yee
2) my family
3) my friends
4) myself
5) things she gave me
6) things i gave her
7) gonna be lame but.... FOOD

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1) me!
2) my ring
3) my necklace
4) my bags [crumpler and tagger]
5) my lappy
6) my handphone
7) my ipod touch

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU:
1) i'm emo! <-- is that random? 2) actually.. i hate it when i'm not emo and pple say i'm emo.. 3) i like the colours pink, blue and purple.. 4) u'll hardly see me wear clothes in pink and purple although i like the colours.. 5) i try to treat all friends equally.. except for those who i realli dislike.. 6) i'm lazy but i'll try my best to do things tt needs to be done.. 7) i'm growing SHORTER! =.= SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1) complete all the plans i had with hui yee.. 2) earn big bucks? 3) oh yea.. i actually can't wait to sit the plane tt ping boon have in mind.. :D 4) study hard for my exams.. 5) make sure no. 1 is done 6) enjoy life with her 7) tell her i love her.. 1 sec b4 i die.. SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO: 1) talk 2) see 3) eat 4) breathe 5) laugh 6) emo 7) love her SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO: 1) split 2) study non stop 3) sleep non stop 4) eat non stop 5) drink non stop 6) run non stop 7) stop loving her SEVEN THING THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX: 1) its hui yee 2) number 1 is fulfilled 3) number 2 is fulfilled
4) number 3 is fulfilled
5) number 4 is fulfilled
6) number 5 is fulfilled
7) number 6 is fulfilled

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1) i miss you
2) i love you
3) sorry
4) fuck
5) chee bye
6) lan jiao
7) . . . =.=

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES:
1) Sir Edmund Hillary
2) Sir Edmund Andros
3) Edmund Barton
4) Prince Edmund Plantagenet
5) Prince Edmund Langley
6) King Edmund I
7) Sir Edmund Teow <-- hahhaa
SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO DO THIS SURVEY:
as i have said earlier on....
1) michael owen
2) david beckham
3) alan shearer
4) the rock
5) stone cold
6) undertaker
7) the person who made this survey!

Forgetful me..

2008-06-13T01:57:00.003+08:00

Forgetful Me..

haha.. i just found out..
tt i have forgot alot of stuffs tt happened.. HAHA
do see ellene's blog to find out more....
i just realised... her blog.. almost / all her post..
got me de.. HAHA... ok.. lame.. =.=
but yea.. those are wad i have been doing for the past few days..
and hor.. i nv post the 8th june thingy cuz..
MY HAIR LOOKS BALD WHEN TOUCH WATER..
yah... happy?? lol..
ok la.. rmb the name thingy tt i said and done for hui yee??
i managed to do for myself oso.. :D

Edmu

mund
oh yea!
there were these cool planes flying in the air.. :D
lol... ytd... at clark quay... enjoy.. :D

hello BLOG!

2008-06-11T02:23:00.003+08:00

hello BLOG!

lol.. was bored.. so decided to blog after doing smth cool..
oh yea.. my cool clique.. gave me a tagger bag for bdae... cool rite? :D haha
thx brothers and sisters! :D we'll be friends for life..
no matter how we have some conflicts among ourselves..
i'm sure we'll solve them just fine.. :Dhaha.. the following thing is wad i did..
er.. i was bored.. so i tried to make my name...
when writen on 1 side its my name..
turn it upside down.. its still my name..
or at least.. someone else's name..
yea.. my some of my classmates have it.
they got it from dunno wad SB fair... lol...
ok.. obviously... i failed! in doing my name..
but... i tried and guess wad??
i managed to do huiyee's name..
lol.. and.. due to insufficient space.. [actually its cuz i'm lazy]
i din cont after doing 3 letters.. but.. just put it down and u'll see it..
oh well.. 3 letters is enough to see her name... :D
see and u'll understand.. :D

hui

yee..
haha... was so proud of myself when i managed to do it on a rough paper..
then i faster copy on my notebook.. :D
nice ma?? :D

Malaysia...?

2008-06-06T22:47:00.004+08:00

Malaysia...?

yea.. i finally go malaysia.. again...

the last time i went malaysia..
was when i had that FLAT TOP... zZz
yea.. smth like sec 3 de time...
i rmb.. i swore that i'll NEVER go back malaysia again..
but.. today.. i went malaysia again.. lol..
i cut my hair.. :D this time.. okok la..
AT LEAST!!
not flat top.. =.=
come.. lemme take a pic show u guys.. :D
lol
emo seh.. lol the hair a little messy.. haha.. btw i go cut onli..
ah ya... u see the pink thingy? i nv wear properly..
the pink ear piece.. it was given by my poly classmates...
THANKS ALOT!! serious.. :D needed it.. lol..
my ear pieces all spoil ler.. :( u all give this present.. just nice sia... :D
:o?double :o!my mum buy me de cake..
yep.. OF CUZ! its mango!!
duh!! edmund leii.. not mango then wad?!? lol..
btw.. this cake arh.. not bad lorr... the only good thing is that...
the cake is made out of.. 95% mango pudding 2% cake 3% fruits and wad not..
lol.. cool rite? haha..
and ya.. i changed the fonts of some of my post ler..
cuz somebody ask me change.. lol..
and ya... not all changed cuz... I LAZY!! LOL.. :D
btw.. special thx to those who wished me happy bdae and also..
those who were with me.. when i was bored and had nothing to do...
and.. ultra super thanks to ah ray.. :D
i know... u plan my bdae until very tmd now.. lol...
relax la... brother.. anything go wrong.. i oso wun blame u..
oso not ur fault... its like tt de... so.. just take it easy.. :D

Recent Events

2008-05-18T21:28:00.004+08:00

Recent Events

haha.. recent events..
i'm gonna make things short...
ok.. sat.. [ytd] i had my 1st dragonboat sea training..
woot.. it was super fun.. yep.. mark my words..
S U P E R F U N!!!
lol.. yea.. ok.. everything was fun.. till...
the 100 pumping that my boat tio..
haiz.. lol.. but oh well.. its still fun.. HAHA
ok.. then.. i went bugis..
SMELLING LIKE KALLANG...
imagine that.. LOL
i went bugis starbucks to study with huiyee..
yes.. i studied with her...
oh wait.. she fell asleep after awhile...
can never forget how cute she looked when shes sleeping...
haiz...
ok.. i'm skipping some sad parts...
then ok.. we went to join the rest to celebrate guan's bdae..
had a great celebration.. hope guan was happy.. lol..
then.. all went home... or went to places they need to go..
then.. i bathed and went to bed..
had the best dream of my life....
i meant it.. it was the best of the best...
how i wished that it was true... haiz....
ok.. skipping the emo parts..
i went out to do EC project with my classmates...
meeting time.. 10am..
latest person to arrive.. zhen ying.. 1pm..
LOL.. ok. la..
then we did our things.. then.. we decided to play pool awhile...
ok.. then.. after that.. all went home..
ok.. reach home.. watched tv.. [OK.. time to skip all these stupid parts]
then.. now.. need to do my FOM project thing..
haiz... i'm starting to hate Singapore Flyer..
haiz.. life in SP...
SO MUCH THINGS TO DO...
SO LITTLE TIME TO DO THEM.. :(
haiz... ok.. i'm starting to become emo.. lets end this tread..

Hui Yee.. I'll love you.. no matter wad... i mean it..
我的心里永远只有你

I'm worried...[for her]

2008-05-15T23:36:00.003+08:00

I'm worried...[for her]

yea.. i'm worried for her...
shes joining comp... rock climbing comp..
no strings attached... i have scared something happen to her..
haiz.. life sucks...
when u're attached... u concern and care for ur partner...
when u're not attached... u still care and concern for her..
haiz... i dunno bout u guys.. but i do...
i hope tt all will go well for her..
i don't hope for her to win.. but for her to be safe and sound..
its very dangerous... i have seen the pple in sp jumping and doing stunts..
but... at the height there are at... they have to jump down to come down..
at that height... even if u're the best of the best...
as long as u jump wrongly... u'll easily break something...
i'm rather sure bout that...
even though there will be alot of mats.. but i still feel that its not safe...
i'm very worried bout her...
haiz.... i hope that she will complete it safely ba..

My notebook..

2008-05-15T23:05:00.006+08:00

My notebook...

this blog is gonna be bout a notebook i bought with ray..

we each bout 2.. 1 big, 1 small..
there are 2 designs. so we took alt designs..
means.. i take small for A design and big for B design..
and he took the other way... well..
currently.. i have only use the small book..
and now.. i'm gonna show u guys wad i did to it..
my last page is that boyboy and girlgirl.. lol..My notebooks..The cover..Emo boy and happy girl.. [she has the balloon] :(Emo girl.. and.. i was trying to draw my econs lecture alex lum.. i guess i fail..Yep.. i realli dunno how to draw the ears..SP logo.. well.. not completed.. the lion.. i dunno how to draw... =.=

darling i miss you...

He posts!! At last!!

2008-05-15T19:24:00.003+08:00

He posts.. at last!!

lol.. i'm posting at last.. haha ok..
heres a pic i drew during lecture.. LOL

MSN private msg...

2008-03-21T23:37:00.003+08:00

MSN Private Messages

for those who missed them..
i been using fairy tales thingy[s] for my private msgs..
the following are what i have used...
1. Beauty and The Beast - The roses died, the beauty ran away.. the beast has nothing to say..
2. Cinderella - She dropped the shoe, I ran after her with the shoe.. she just won't want to try on the shoe..
3. Snow White - You'd rather eat the apple once again than to see me again...
4. Rapunzel - You'd rather help the witch cut your hair than to let me rescue you...
5. The Emperor's New Clothes - People laughed at me when i wore the clothes you sew for me.. I guess they are just so stupid that they can't see the clothes...
6. The Little Match Girl - I wanted to buy your matches but you'd rather strike them than to sell them to me..

yep.. so far.. i had only been this 6.. more will come.. i promise you.. but not sure if will add them on the blog.. so.. if u missed it.. i'm sorry.. but please don't ask me repeat what it is.. thanks..

Breaking down

2008-03-10T01:50:00.003+08:00

Breaking Down...

I'm BREAKING DOWN!!!
i'm going mad....

No matter

2008-02-25T18:09:00.003+08:00

No Matter...

this may seems lame or no meaning to you..[readers]
but... tell u what....
i dun care and just wanna blog it..

no matter how fast time flies at times..
no matter how dark the sky may be at night..
no matter how fast it turned from day to night..
no matter how few words could change my life..

no matter how voices disappear from my mind..
no matter how darkness just blank my mind..
no matter how zombiefied i may look at times..
no matter how sad i may be every night..

no matter how i can't sleep at night..
no matter how i miss your whines..
no matter how crazy i may be at times..
no matter how i just want to lie down and die..

no matter how things don't seems right..
no matter how i always on the com just for light..
no matter how day without you made me like..
no matter how hard i try to do things you like..

no matter how i tried with all my might..
...
...
...
...
...
i still love you..
no matter what..
no matter how..
no matter who..
no matter where..
no matter why..

i will always love you..
i love you.....

Survey

2008-02-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

Survey...

found this survey somewhere.. so... yah... decided to post it out...

1. Your phone brand?
Samsung.. IT SUCKS

2. What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
129

3. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"U all watchin L movie?" from Derrick

4. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Mango...

5. Who's the last person you rang?
Hui Yee...

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Hui Yee..

7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Derek

8. What does the last message in your inbox say?
"..." from Amidamaru

9. Who comes up under J?
Jacinda, Jake, Janis, Jazli, Jhin Chee, Jia Xian, Jie, Jin De, Joesph, Joy, Jun Wei, Jun Xiang, Justin Guan, Justin Leow, Justin Seah

10. Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
"Outside.." to Raymond

11. Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Swensens.. LOL

12. Who's your network provider?
M1

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
33...

14. What do you have as your background?
Hui Yee.. yes.. no joke.. its her...

15. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
Raoul..

16. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
My uncle.. William Ong..

17. If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
catch no ball.. heng i clever.. hang on to my own..

18. Who's the first person who comes up under C?
Candice..

19. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
i thought i saw 6.. but.. i think its 5..

20. What do you have as your main ringtone?
None.. my phone is always on vib..

Your 10 Favourites
Favourite Colours: blue, pink, purple, black, white?
Favourite Food: any edible food that goes well with mango! :D
Favourite Song: That's when i love you...
Favourite Movie: hmmm i got to be... Run before Edmund snore@u...
Favourite Sports: not sure..
Favourite Seasons: Winter?? i love bathing hot water.. esp during cold weather..
Favourite Day of the Week: friday.. cuz can start planning for sat and sun..
Favourite Ice Cream Flavours: lol.. obviously... mango!
Favourite Book: not sure..
Favourite cartoon: haha.. it gotta be a cartoon i nv seen b4.. very very old 1.. its called Drak Pack...

Currents
Current mood: bored...
Current clothes: MI PE tee and blue adidas basketball shorts.
Current desktop: some blue thing...
Current toe nail colour: hmmm wad is this colour??? NORMAL..
Current time: 2308
Current Annoyance(s): bored + super not sleepy..
Current thought: what is hui yee doing??
Current girlfriend: no current.. onli ex...
Current book you are reading: i ain't reading.. but theres a "around the world in 80days" book under my laptop..

Firsts
First Best Friend: snore... must be Tjong Wei Jie..
First Crush: forgot her name ler la... it was during wad?? K1??
First Movie: haha.. this 1.. confirm.. chop chop.. TARZAN..
First Piercing: none currently.. soon maybe? maybe naval or tongue?
First Lie: hmmm... must be during very young de time.. when my parents see the bed wet and ask me if i pee-ed on the bed.. and i said no...?? lol..
First Music: how in the hell would i know?? wanna say lullaby.. but wad if my mum played techno to let me hear lei?? lol..
First Car: lol.. no car yet.. but drove a hundai matrix b4.. :D
First Mobile Phone: lol.. it was during pri 6... nokia 3315.. stupid fat and heavy phone..

Lasts
Last Cigarette: it should be my first.. which currently had not been used..
Last Drink: :o.. it was vodka + chrysanthemum tea.. oh wait.. it ain't.. it was 100plus.. haha
Last Car Ride: today?? lol.. i sat taxi..
Last Crush: meaning?? hui yee??
Last Movie Seen: snore.. hmmm.. CJ7.. it aint nice..
Last Phone Call: Hui Yee..
Last CD Played: hmmmmm.. lemme think.. i think it was WC3..

Have You Evers
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: ?? hmm.. huiyee.. were u my best friend b4?
Have you ever broken the law: u asking the obvious?
Have you ever been arrested: haha.. by who??
Have you ever been on TV: oh.. yea.. it was news... 2 times.. lol.. 2 diff news..
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know: maybe when i was still a baby.. they kissed me??

4 Things You Have Done Today:
1. start fire at BBQ pit..
2. cooked breakfast for them..
3. played mahjong..
4. help clean up the chalet..

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1. TV..
2. the fan..
3. me typing on the laptop..

2 Things You Can't Live Without:
1. huiyeeee... :(
2. meeeeee... :)

4 Things You Do When You Are Bored:
1. stone
2. rot
3. eat
4. snore

I'm bored...

2008-02-18T14:17:00.005+08:00

I'm Bored...

lol.. was so bored at home...
so.. i decided to take photos.. haha...
here goes.. haha

the table of the neatest person in my house..
lol.. my brother...
his bed... :o
haha.. the place where i get my food from..
70% of the food here is eaten by me.. :D
my sis's room...
her sofa.. with her pigglet sitting on it..
my bed.... WAHAHAH
love my chair?? :D
my table... haha.. big improvement ler...
used to be stacked high high de.. :Dmy rhino i got from usa..
ecko gimme de... :D
i spent US$110 there....
spend US$100 and can get ler..
hehe... my xmas hat from disney land..
:D together with rhino.. :D

What a day...

2008-02-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

What A Day...

wasn't able to sleep the day b4.. [like always]

was supposed to meet ray at The Cathay at 12pm...
blur blur de left house at 10am.. =.=
too early ler... so.. went bedok mac...
until 11pm.. then sit mrt go doby..
=.= reached there at 11.30...
haiz... wait lo.. :D
he arrived at 12pm.. i thought he will come at 1pm..
cuz.. he changed time when i left house..
lol... but yea.. he came...
ok.. we went walking arnd.. help him find stuffs...
=.= find finish ler.. we go play pool.. haha
for less than an hour.. =.=
then.. we went to his house... bake cake..
starting.. still okok de..
then.. the cake top starts to tear...
then still not ok... so we increase temp..
hoping it cook faster....
here comes the saying...
more HASTE less SPEED... =.=
the top chao ta... lol..
worse still.. the middle still not ready...
so.. cut away the top lo... then... cook again..
guess wad??
when everything ok ler... the top chao ta again
=.=
lol... put whip cream and chocolate on top.. haha...
he got scolded by family..
for making a mess...
and got suan by family..
cuz the cake come out...
cake not cake.. cookie not cookie..
chocolate cake.. no chocolate taste.. haha
ok la.. dun suan him ler.. it was nice try... :D
its romantic too lo... at least he TRIED!!!
yep... ok.. here are some pic of the cake.. :D
look not bad from the top?nobody done anything to the cake between 1st and 2nd pic..
like alot of diff hor??another angle..

Mango...

2008-02-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

Mango...

lol.. this is an ultimate random post
a friend was asking me...
wads ur fav food??
wahaha... tell u guys the truth...
i love everything with mango in it..
[must be food arh...]
be it.. mango candy.. mango choco.. and wad not..
haha.. as u just know.. i love mango..
[esp those from indonesia.. its called Arumanis]
yep... and i love mango cake..
haha.. incase u guys din know...
ever since pri 1 or 2...
my bdae cake for almost every year..
is mango cake.. WAHAHHA
it must be from a certain cake shop..
which i'm not telling u the name.. :D
hahaha.. onli those who know me well enough will know the name..
as... i had already told them.. wahhhaha
if they forget.. not my fault ler.. :D
ok.. then.. this struck me..
my fav fruit is mango..
fav food might be mango fried rice..
my fav dessert will be mango cake / ice cream..
but.. my fav drink is apple spritzer?!?!
lol.. yep.. apple spritzer..
it became my fav drink when i sat on plane..
its... apple juice + sprite.. as i had said on earlier post.. :D
hmm.. maybe.. 1 day..
i'll try mango spritzer..
who knows?? it might really become my fav drink.. HAHA...
soon soon.. i'll try it out.. :D
[if i fall sick... u guys will know wad really happened.. =.=]
haha.. :D

A trip to Chinatown...

2008-02-07T11:43:00.001+08:00

A Trip To Chinatown...

haha.. last night.. went to Chinatown..
lol... tell u the truth... it was my 1st time go Chinatown on CNY..
haha... no joke.. :D
i very mountain tortoise de...
[sua ku]
haha... ok lo.. the place was packed lo...
best place to molest and get molested..
=.=
no joke.. i got my butt touch dunno how mani fucking times..
damned pissed off...
imagine... 100 over pple who u dunno.. touching ur butt..
wait.... not onli are they using hands...
they used their body!!!!
ok.. tell me bout it... =.=
imagine.. u feel a lanjiao pressing on ur butt...
[for a guy arh..]
HOW YOU FEEL!?!?
for girls... onli got something to say...
don't go la! =.=
unless u like being molested then i got nothing to say...
yah..
ok.. here are some pics to prove that u get molested easily...
[btw.. i din manage to get my hand down for 5 mins]
=.= just to take pic...
this was the enterance of the temple near it.. :D
all lighted up.. :D
ok... you must be thinking...
edmund bluff us sia... where got alot of people??
ha.. just you wait... this is onli the start...
lol.. now you trust me?? i din had the space to put my hand down.. =.=
and yah... u see... here already 1 big group going there..
they.. 1 big group.. coming here...
push push push...
=.=
ok.. wanted to take more pictures..
but.. i din had the hand.. :(
was holding on to 2 boxes of mandarin oranges...
they were opened up.. and put into plastic bags...
=.= tell me bout it...
my both hands de skin tear.. =.=
so... how heavy was it??
i'm not sure either...

Chinese new year eve...

2008-02-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year Eve

wootz.. today is chinese new yr eve...
many things happened.. =.=
was supposed to meet ray at mama at 7am..
guess wad??
i woke up at 8am.. =.=
reached there.. 8.20+ am..
so sorry huh.. raymond....
then.... met him.. and some other pple.. all go into sch together..
wahahha.. 1st few teachers we saw were...
loke.. VT.. and Eileen Lee.. =.=
haha.. we went to Loke 1st.. of cuz?
then. VT... and... we totally ignored Eileen Lee.. WAHAHAHHAHA
lol... bad rite me??? :D
ok la.. then.. we bai nian wif carol.. lam.. cho... chua..
then.. met some 5E1 pple..
bian nian wif VT again.. then..
lol.. together.. we went into the staff room and raided it.. :D
haha.. ok... at last.. i bai nian wif Eileen Lee.. lol
then.. lam.. loke.. cho and chua... AGAIN..
haha.... :D fun la... lol.. then.. hang at mama for awhile more..
then i went home ler...
ok.. here comes the funny thing...
i went home.. i go onto my bed.. i on the com..
my mum mopping the floor.. i told her.. she missed a spot..
she kpkb.. like no tml.. then nvm...
i go outside.. watch tv.. she kpkb again.. =.=
then ask me go out..
ok lo.. go out lo.. =.= irritating sia...
then.. i went back damai.. yah.. nobody..
lol... met yi xiang and his NPCC ka ki[s]..
lol... so i ask them where they going lor.. they all going home..
so i go TM lo...
go up bus.. then go up 2nd deck.. [like i always does]
MET guannie...
lol.. so qiao..
then.. he ask me follow him lor.. then i okok lor...
then i asked if wan go play pool.. he said ok.. then wan ask derrick..
derrick replied... he playing pool with some others at safra tamp..
lol.. ok.. so.. me and guan.. go guan's house 1st.. do things
so i watched his bro, max play maple.. =.=
hahaha.. ok la.. then we went to tamp.. do more things...
then.. meet them at safra..
wa lan!! man zhuo.. =.=
i mean.. it was full...
so... me and guan wait for table lor...
while waiting.. we watched them play...
lol... then.. we wait for damn long.. oso sian liao..
then derrick comeout this kuku idea...
play pool on billard table...
cuz got another table doing that.. lol...
at 1st we dun wan de.. budden we last min.. okok lo...
lol.. FUCK SIA...
the table.. so much bigger..
the balls.. so much smaller....
the stick the tip.. so small la!!
so easy lao qiu.. =.=
damn hard to play.. lol..
we took 1.5 hrs ++..
we onli played 3 rounds.. nono..
we din even finish our 3rd round we go ler.. lol..
damn tiring la.. play this style..
=.=
actually hor.. we thought we took 2 hrs ++ ler.. lol..
at least 2.5 hrs sia... haha..
budden turn out.. onli 1.5 hr... =.=
so.. guan go home.. i go home..
ah yah.. just now.. earlier... my dad told me to go home at 6pm..
budden i reach back[after pool] at 5.30..
i wait for 30mins or so.. hopping that dinner would start at 6...
=.= at 7... they still dun have butter!!!
zzz i had to go down buy...
7eleven NV sell sia!!! not even margarine..
haiz.. all other shops.. CLOSED...
so sian.. had to walk a long dist.. then can buy... haiz... summore so ex..
oh yah! they haven't pay me my $...
yah.. then.. we ate.. so kuku la.. eat in kitchen..
=.=
my mum dun let us cook in the dinning room..
nor the living room..
so bo bian... HOT like fuck lo..
lol....
but fun la.. imagine... u r in marina south..
budden no chair... + very cramp.. u nid stand.. and cook..
LOL... cool eh? haha....
yah.. quite fun.. :D
so.. yep.. thats my day.. haha..
wow.. took 24mins to write.. =.=
oh yea... lol.. this yr tuan yuan fan.. was like last yr's.. :D
tuan yuan fan without fan.. :D
meaning.. no rice. :D

how i wish i spent this day with you... :(

New hair colour...

2008-02-05T20:53:00.001+08:00

New Hair Colour...

ok.. this is so lame...
when i finishing dying my hair...
i was super sad...
cuz... my stupid hair... even after drying...
appeared black and dark brown!
WTF??
i bought dye for gold.. lol.. or i guess its for gold..
lol.. then... just no long ago.. i was complaining bout it..
to guannie..
lol... then i go see mirror... eh... its reddish brown and shiny brown now..
lol... i guess it needs time to become gold??
oh well.. i finish dying at 6pm.. so..
after approx. 3 hrs.. it turnned like this..
so... tml after i wake up.. got different colour? lol..
dunno.. ok.. enough talking..
its time to let the pictures speak their thousand words..
:Dcan see?? lol... the fringe..
now can see?

LOL i realli nid to style my hair sia... it looks so.. ODD

Sick...

2008-02-04T22:05:00.001+08:00

Sick...

haiz..
down with fever.. so sian rite??
spoil mood sia.. haiz...
ehh.. can't wait to DIY dye my hair..
lol...
dunno.. guannie say guardian got sell..
maybe i buy from guardian then dun nid wait for eileen's reply..
:D
dunno.. see how lo.. haiz... my head so pain..
i'm spinning.. =.=
dunno.. so sian.. haiz......

My hair...

2008-02-04T00:57:00.001+08:00

My Hair...

yea.. as the title already state..
this post is gonna be about my hair...
hmm.. my hair.. i rmb cutting it not long ago..
and its long and irritating again...
haven't been waxing my hair up for a long time..
even forgot how to do it.. :(
oh well.. currently saving $$ to buy dye..
yea.. i wanna try DIY dye my hair...
hopefully it will turn out good.. :D
yah lo... haiz..
then. maybe.. i cut my hair layer again.. :D
damn sian.. whole day cut layer.. =.=
smth is wrong wif the hair...
:( its like pong pong 1...
i dun like pong pong hair..
budden.. my hair very little ler... cannot cut thin..
how?? haiz... :( sian...
hmm.. dunno sia... so sian..... maybe i ask the person.. cut the side until not pong..
:D but 1st thing 1st.. i wanna try self highlight my hair..
:D yea.. gold its gonna be.. maybe i might bleach it...
lol.. dunno..
see how lo...
i wan do the front.. the back.. and maybe.. the top part.. lol.. dunno see how..
:D hehe...
time to save $$ 1st ba...
:D

That's when I love you...

2008-02-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

That's When I Love You..

super touching song.. :(

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Sian!!!

2008-02-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

SIAN!!!

haiz..
went out wif my ~~girl~~good friend and her good friend..
haiz.. alot of sad things happened... haiz...
HELP!!!
I can't take it anymore!!!
I MISS YOU!!!

OMG!!!

2008-01-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!

zZz my ipod touch just died on me...
was upgrading it to 1.1.3..
then.. at first okok de..
then it ownself auto restart.. and the next thing i know??
it asks me to plug in to itunes..
and thats all i can do.... zZz
so i plug in.. they say dunno WTF happened..
then... ask me restore...
i click liao.. dl liao.. restoring halfway... they say.. got error..
NABEI!!!
wad the fuck sia....
die liao la.. zZz sian sian sian...
haiz... fucked up.. must keep trying to find ways to restore ler.. :(

edited on 30th Jan, 2021 hrs
wahaha... ok ler.. :D managed to restore my iPod.. :D
now.. nid downgrade.. then jailbreak.. then upgrade to 1.1.2
1.1.3 somehow.. caused the problem.. so..
to prevent time wastage..
i'm gonna just keep it at 1.1.2..
maybe next time.. when 1.1.3 more stable.. and more applications..
then i upgrade.. :D
hehe.. now nid know how to downgrade 1.1.3 to 1.1.1..
jailbreak then upgrade to 1.1.2...
cuz.. jailbreak 1.1.1 is much easier than 1.1.2.. :D
when i found out ler.. i oso can help vernon.. :D
he buying 1 soon.. :D

re-edited on 30th Jan, 2337 hrs..
sian.. tried jailbreaking it again..
budden.. not working.. haiz... sian!!!
i dun wan get stuck at 1.1.3!!! haiz... must keep trying.. :(
oh freaky.. zZz...
dunno wad the fuck happening sia....
now cannot even read my ipod using itunes..
OMFG la...

ok.. for all of u who are curious.. yea.. everything is done for my ipod.. lol..

PCK joke..

2008-01-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

Phua Chu Kang Joke...

lol.. was surfing arnd..
then.. saw this PCK joke..
lol.. PCK was explaining some things to his nephew, aloysious..
lol.. he was explaining bout sex.. haha
for those of u who have already read it..
good for u.. this is for pple who have not read it.. :D

Aloysious: Why is making love so enjoyable?
PCK: Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable because, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah!
Aloysious: Oh I see, but do you think women enjoy sex more than men?
PCK: Of course women lah! When you dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right?
Aloysious: Why do women hate it when they get raped?
PCK: Aiyah ! Say, you walk along the road, then someone come over and dig your nose, you like it or not? Ehhh? Don’t pray pray ah!
Aloysious: Oh hahaha, correct. One more question, why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?
PCK: Oy!! If your nose is bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah! Use your brain, use your brainnn…
Aloysious: Why is it most men don’t like wearing condoms when they are making love?
PCK: Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Correct or not?
Aloysious: Correct. Uncle, why is making love always carried out in private?
PCK: Ah boyyyyy, use your brain, use your brainnnnn… you go and dig your nose in front of your whole class is it?? Stupid lah!!
Aloysious: Wah… Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.
PCK: Aiyah…, “Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world also ah!!!

Finally... he blogs!!!

2008-01-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

Finally.. He Blogs!!!

lol.. actually din wan blog de..
haha.. i'm lazy lar... lol
ok la.. hmm.. where to start??
ok.. lets talk bout yesterday...
well.. yesterday.. i met haniffa, eileen loo, hui ting and haniffa's friend.. lol
its a girl.. :D
okok.. so.. ate mac..
blah blah blah....
then.. eileen and hui ting accompany me go vivo..
see see build-a-bear...
cool sia.... everything there is nice.. esp the clothes..
OMG LA.. the clothes.. so mani to choose..
no money to buy... :(
haiz... oh yea.. so i bought a "champ" bear..
named it fluffy.. :D
actually dun wan talk bout it.. cuz supposed to be surprise for hui yee..
but.. i think she oso wun read my blog de...
so.. yah... :D
eh.. wan pic of fluffy.. must see eileen loo's blog..
lol.. i din had my phone.. too bad hor??
hmm then.. after that.. we went clark quay..
wanted to find hui ting bag..
dun hab... so we sit bus go tamp..
find hui ting bag again..
dun hab... so go home lo....
and thats it.. day over.. :D
now... today... :D
today... early morning.. went gym with ellene..
yah... me this fatty.. go gym...
shocked ba? lol...
then.. while waiting for ellene to come..
this stupid fitness centre guy come target me do survey..
talk to me bout health and wad not...
then.. i found out...
my healthy weight... is the target weight i want..
70KG.. lol...
must aim for that liao...
he tell me... 3 months... lose 13kg... very difficult..
budden.. he oso tell me.. not to go back my old life.. like during holiday..
oh yea... if u guys din noe.. from after olevel..
till now...
i increased a total of 9kg...
actually 10.. but lost 1kg ler..
amazing ba?? lol..
yah.. ok.. back to story..
so.. went gym wif ellene.. then... go tm..
then.. go home.. lol..
go home.. bathed.. then.. watch movies.. whole day...
ahhh.. today hor.. the stupid starhub.. dunno wad happened..
keep disconnecting me..
until i fed up.. i call them...
then they say.. restart for me.. then..
okay ler!! :D haha...
oh yea.. now i'm drinking my fav drink.. lol...
its called...
Apple Spritzer on SIA..
how to make it??
very easy... its just.. apple juice + sprite.. lol...
hahahaha... yah.. and its my fav drink.. :D
hmm.. wad to say?? oh yah...
i'm bored.. and am still finding for students...
as i have said earlier on.. i'm giving free maths tuitions.. online..
so.. if u nid maths help... pls do find me...
i'll try my very best to help u...
i promise.. :D

First in the world...

2008-01-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

First In The World...

hey peeps.. me the super bo liao man...
is the first to....
give FREE online MATHS tuition.. :D
haha.. yea...
free maths tuition for anybody in the level of K1 to sec 5NA...
ahh.. no joke.. its free...
timing.. any time that i'm free.. unless u urgently needs help..
like for example...
u got a sum u dunno how to do...
then the next day is test / exam ler... ahhh how??
if u got my number.. good for u.. call me.. then ask me come online..
if not.. wait till i online lo...
if i nv come online how???
then hor... i got 2 words for u....
TOO BAD!!!
JC kids.. if wan me help out in maths..
at least gimme notes to read 1st la.. wa kao...
lol... thought of this thing cuz... recently got alot of friends..
all either dun understand.. or not good in maths..
so.. here comes...
free tuition teacher...
all u nid do is.. to come online.. :D
if u r dial up... then summore i not online.. dun blame me arh.. :D
:D from ur maths tutor..
HAVE FUN!! :D

A super random post...

2008-01-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

A Super Random Post...

ok.. just a info to u guys..
this is gonna get emo..
so.. if dun wan listen to me talk so emo-ly..
then please dun read.. thanks..

haiz... i dunno why..
but i just can't accept the fact tt shes no longer..
my girl... :(
come to think of it...
i simply hate it..
haiz.. i dunno la... its hard to explain the feeling..
its like..
i dunno how to explain... =.=
haiz... so sian.... been thinking of her.. now and then..
waited for her to come yesterday...
only to find out that she wasn't coming anymore.. haiz...
life sure is boring without her..
i dunno how she feels...
but... i hope she feels the same too.. :(
however.. somehow.. i feel like..
i'm just trying to make myself happy..
everytime i miss her.. i will think that she miss me too..
but... does she??
nobody but herself knows..
haiz...
some say i'm mad.. some say i'm crazy..
some say i'm thinking too much...
some say i just can't take it..
i dun care wad they say..
all i know is that i love her.. and thats all i need to know..
i don't know how to say...
but i just can't bring myself to love another girl..
i dunno.. nobody can tell the future..
not her.. not u... and definitely not me..
haiz... lovin someone is real difficult...
u not only have to love.. but also prepare for the worse..
cuz.. once the worst thing happened on u..
u wun noe wad to do..
some of u might not understand wad i'm saying...
well.. dun worry.. neither do i..
but.. u'll know how i feel...
when u become someone like me..
of cuz.. i hope.. u wun become like me..
how i wish..
all relationship will last.. no matter wad..
but it just seems so hard.. with all the quarreling..
all the jealousy..
haiz.. its onli due to being too in love..
that people start being jealous...
then.. they start quarreling..
if u try to think...
a relationship is nv complete without some quarreling..
who hasn't quarreled?
even parents quarrel among themselves..
when theres disputes.. there are quarrels..
when there are human.. there are disputes..
haiz....
this ain't the worst yet..
there are some cases i know..
that are due to lost of feelings then break up...
i have no offence to anybody or wadsoever..
but...
WTF do u mean by lost of feelings??
love ain't just all about feelings..
its bout commitment too...
true.. love requires lots of feelings..
but.. if u really love somebody...
how in the fuck can the feeling just disappear like that?
i totally dun understand...
do u think that other people is ur clothes??
u like.. u wear..
wear for too long.. sian..
throw away.. buy new one..
is it??
if so.. then...
you dun understand love...
yea.. then many will think.. so..
by saying these.. Edmund UNDERSTANDS love?
to be truthful....
not really...
but at least.... when i love somebody...
i love her with my heart... shes not someone i want..
but someone i need...
shes not a nike shoe or adidas shoe to me..
shes a shoe.. i need to wear to walk..
shes the main set.. not the subset..
[i'm talking maths]
if u would ask me...
i would say.. ur partner is for u to love...
not for u to take advantage of.. or...
show off with...
let me give u an example..
u may have a Bentley car..
worth millions of dollars..
and i have a Proton saga..
worth much lesser than yours..
but.. i love my car.. i wash it everyday...
making sure it shines..
u dun give a damn...
and let it turn dull and dirty..
then.. i drive with care...
but u drive like the road is urs..
u crash ur car.. ur car is gone..
but mine??
well in good shape...
thats how i treat my partner..
and thats wad i do..
i know.. many will think..
so.. u so good.. then why still will break??
that.. i dun know.. i realli dun...
maybe the car died on me?
and the engine just wun start..?
i dun know..
haiz... i really don't
maybe i din treat it well enuff...
maybe i did something real bad...
yea.. maybe i realli did..
maybe its cuz i have a bad habit?
when i quarrel.. i must always win?
i dun know.. it started when i was young..
i hate losing in quarrels..
so.. when i quarrel with her... i will say every fucking thing..
which i know i'll definitely regret saying..
however.. i tried to make up.. by saying sorry..
each time after we quarreled..
i really miss life with her..
it was so much more fun...
yes true enough i have more time to be with my friends..
but they would still be busy some day...
haiz.. actually...
i dunno wad the fuck i'm saying...
actually.. all i wan say is..
i miss her.. and thats all...
i dun even know why i'm saying so much shit..
zZz
haiz.... i hate life without her...
haiz.....

How bored are you??

2008-01-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

How Bored Are You???

hi guys.. i'm doing a research..
how bored can u get??
can u get as bored as me??
lol.. was chatting with jake on msn..
was so bored.. till.. the following happened..
wads more.. i so bored.. till..
i'm posting it here!! :D
ok peeps.. here the conversation goes..

- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
hey.. i'm a dollar 60
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
nice to meet u... [half me of]
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
u stupid ar...put kc as last 4 choices
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
[half of me*]
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
. . .
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
NB
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
jc*
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
STUPID WAD STUPID?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
U WHERE NOT HAPPY?
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
lol
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
u should put RJC
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
VJC
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
HCJC
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
TJC
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i put TPJC ok?
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
as last 4
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i put JC that i can go in ok...
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
u going poly rite
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i put SP accountancy as 1st choice
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
oh
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
maths
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yah la
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
anot wad?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
like this called stupid meh?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
:angry face:
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
haha...okok...steady
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
:angry face: x 4
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
:angry face: x 4
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i noe my pros and cons wad
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i noe i sucks in sci
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i sucks in arts
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
u ask me go JC?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
u got to be kidding me
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
good luck....ALL THE BEST
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:

- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
BAD LUCK TO U.. ALL THE WORST
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
:happy face:
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
weeeee
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
so funnnnnnnnnnn
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
:happy face:
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
jake got no good luck
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yay
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
:big smile face:
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
lol
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
siao 1
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
u seem to enjoy talkin to ur self
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
hi edmund..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
hi...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
how are you??
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
fine ty..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
what about you?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i'm fine too.. thanks..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
what are u oding?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
oh.. i'm slacking
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
really?? same here!
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
thats so cool!
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea.. thats so cool!
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
how is ur day??
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
oh.. it totally sucked... jake called me stupid...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
he did?!?!? he called me stupid too!
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
zZz
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
zZz
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
stupid jake....
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea... stupid jake...
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
thank you for the entertainment
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
jake... u r welcomed..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea.. u r welcomed
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
hey edmund..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
lets go.. jake is so lame...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea.. totally agree
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
bye jake..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
bye jake..
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
by guys
[c=#61DC05]80 Cents[/c] says:
bye*
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
zzzz jake.. u r so slow...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
ya lo.. jake.. ur reaction very slow lei
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
=.= hey edmund..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
ya?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
nth..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
=.=
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
ok..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
edmund...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yah?
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
i'm bored...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yea.. me too..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
haiz.. nth to do..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
yah lo.. nth to do
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
haiz..
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
haiz.. sian
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
so sian...
- ]] edmund [[ - short hair.. says:
haiz....

bored eh??

Just friends...

2008-01-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

Just Friends...

yes.. like the title says...
i'm now officially "just friends" with hui yee..
ya... cuz she dun wan patch...
and also.. she was so stressed up ler..
i guess let her study lo...
i wish her all the best in her studies ba..
i know she can do well de..
to those who din get the results u wan but still going JC..
its not the JC u go that matters..
its how hard you work..
it wun make any much difference if..
u go to NJC and slack..
so.. even if u go YJC or wad.. as long as u work hard..
its the A level results that really matter..
to those who din do well for ur O levels..
take it easy.. dun stress urself...
dun take it hard on urself..
jia you yea?

oh yea...
the day b4... we stayed in ellene's house...
yea... quite afew of us.. close to 10 maybe?
yea.. xiao ben came too..
talked to me bout lots of things..
hmm.. okok la..
yea.. btw
thanks.. to all who had talked to me bout the thing..
thanks alot...
yea... i'll take it easy...
i'm fine la...
this time its true kayz? :D
ok... and...
to all those zombie friends who stayed over at ellene's house...
you guys really looked...
ZOMBIEFICATED..
lol...

Boring night...

2008-01-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

Boring Night...

haiz.. sian..
today.. suddenly got idea of wad i wan do..
so.. asked my meii, eileen loo.. to help me..
er.. then.. oh yah! for the 1st time.. my ipod can sign in the stupid wireless@sg
found out that i nid that stupid application
that allow me to download things from safari when using ipod..
oh well..
ok.. back to story.. er..
so.. i was doing the thing.. with the help me eileen..
then.. eileen saw ellene.. so we called ellene
then ellene come.. then.. like tt lo..
do do do... then.. like tt lo..
then.. er...
=.=
FUCK SIA!!! i totally forgot wad i wan say...
so.. they pei me.. do do do..
then very late ler..
ellene tml nid go sch.. eileen tml nid go work..
so.. i ask them go home lo..
i go home oso lo...
ellene going diff way from me.. so.. i onli tell her take care..
then i go home wif eileen...
i din wan to go home so early.. so sent eileen home lo...
well.. as a korr.. its kindda..
my responsibility to ensure that shes home safely?
i noe.. some of u might think otherwise..
budden.. come to think bout it..
i treat all my "siblings" like that de...
hor vanessa? hor brendon? hor peiwen? hor ben?
hor etc...??
:D too many for me to name down le la..
but i realli care for them de.. even older de..
altho is more of they care for me la.. :D
haha... yah.. thats my life...
oh yea.. was talking to eileen bout the "ladies 1st" rules..
she said that men's life are just as important..
shd not be men get banged by cars b4 ladies..
but well.. i personally think that...
the rules are good and all guys shd follow them...
i noe la.. call me lame if u wan.
or like wad i like to say...
1 word, 4 letters, 2 meaning..
however.. lame actually has 3 meanings..
well.. no joke..
so yah...
hmmm lemme see.. oh yah...
the following is a important message to all clique members..
whether u still wan to be in the clique not..

if you can make it.. or can go..
we'll be roaming arnd singapore from 9pm to the next day..
we'll be roaming till further notice on whether we can hang out at ellene's place..
for more info.. sms me, guan, ray, ellene or derrick..
we have the info..
wun be posting here.. cuz dun wan see funny pple there.. :D
i do mean JOKERS..
u know who u r..

LATEST INFO!!!
this is coming from the fingers of ellene...
her house is available tml...
so.. we wun be roaming much... :D

Best fast food on earth...

2008-01-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

Best Fast Food On Earth...

well.. i was doing best donuts.. so.. here is..

best fast food.. :D
ok.. this fast food..
they onli sell 3 burgers, fries and drinks.. THATS ALL
they have.. cheese burger.. double double cheese burger and ham burger..
if u ever go there... forget bout cheese burger and ham burger..
GO FOR THE DOUBLE DOUBLE!!
no regrets... [unless u ain't a beef eater]
their fries.. are WAY nicer than mac's..
its a full potato.. into the chute and *pop*
they became frence fries..
its non oily and yet super delicious..
salt and wad not.. must ownself put..
but its super delicious...
then.. they have milk shakes..
oh god... u call them milk shakes??
i call them melted icecream!!
OMG la! lol yea.. actually.. there are others.. like 3x3 or 4x4 which means 3 meat and 4 meat..
well.. the more popular one is still Double Double.. :D
its a DIE ALSO MUST TRY!
and.. ONCE U START U CAN'T STOP..
so.. go on.. :D
oh yea.. they do sell souvenirs to mad fans of IN-N-OUT..
yep.. its called IN-N-OUT...
cuz the place is so packed.. and pple are always going in and out..
wads more.. their drive thru are like... take and go..
due to their efficiency..
oh well... for more info.. click here
here are so pictures of the place..
oh yea... it can onli be found in CALIFORNIA, USA..
some areas near california has it too.. so yah.. :D

Best donuts on earth...

2008-01-22T10:59:00.000+08:00

Best Donuts On Earth

u got to trust me on this..

i'm one who dun realli like eating donuts..
cuz they are hard and wad not...
some.. may be soft for a day or two.. but after awhile.. its still hard...
Krispy Kreme.. is the best of all..
it is soft.. and almost melts in ur mouth..
yummy.. wads more??
it stays soft for a week...
the longest we tried.. as most of the time.. it would be all finished in days
its super delicious..
too bad.. it ain't sold in Singapore...
if someone were to open a branch in Singapore..
other donut shops in singapore.. would not be famous anymore..
no offence to any shops or wad so ever..
oh yea.. if u ask me.. i got to say... the original is the best of all..
so.. if u ever happen to go to hongkong or indonesia or america or other places where it is..
Krispy Kreme is a DIE DIE MUST TRY..
for more info.. click here

still can rmb the last time i ate krispy kreme with her.. haiz... ok ba.. here are the pictures...

I will never forget you...

2008-01-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'll Never Forget You...

Each time they say your name
A tear forms in my eye
How can I be happy
If all I seem to do is cry?

you wern't supposed to leave me
This has to be a dream
I cant accept your absence
And take goodbye for what it means

You left me lost and broken
I still can't find my way
Weeks have passed real slowly
But it's harder every day.

I thought you were forever
You talked like you would stay
Every time I love someone
They get taken away

None of this should have happened
Your place is next to mine
I am not going to listen
The hurt won't ease in time

I will never forget you
Though we are far apart
I miss you so much Hui Yee
And love you with all my heart

this is a poem by Alyssa to her love one.. Ryan...
i editied some part to make the story sound like mine..
however.. credits still goes to her...

oh yea.. parents are coming back at 12.30am..
finally can stop using this spare com ler.. i dun like using it..

Two days in one post..

2008-01-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

Two Days In One Post...

Yesterday...

went out wif 5 friends.. [alot pple nv go...]
namely.. derrick, leslie, zul, ellene and eileen tan..
we went vivo city.. watched "body 19"
well.. its not bad.. compared to wad i watch the other day..
so.. i'm giving it.. 2.5 out of 5 popcorns..
the movie was supposed to be a scary movie...
yea.. leslie got so scared.. he went home halfway..
zZz rite??
well.. dun care him lo.. waste his money onli..
then.. we continued watching.. till the end..
after movie..
we started calling ellene dararai..
dararai is a lady in the show.. who happens to be the monster/ghost..
yah.. we called her dararai.. cuz..
er.. i oso dunno.. just call her that...
maybe cuz shes scared of it...
ok.. after movie.. we sent eileen tan to the mrt station..
cuz we wanted to makan supper or wad not..
we had a hard time telling eileen tan wad to do...
in the end?? she still got lost.. haha nvm lo..
so.. we went to find her... then let her sit the correct train..
after that.. we decided to go to bedok blk 85 makan..
we ate and drank...
then.. we went home..
er.... thennn....
then i reach home and thats it ba.. realli cannot rmb much ler..
haiz.. i must constantly blog.. anot i keep forgetting..
oh yah! got photos.. that we took.
leslie not inside cuz he went off early..
eileen tan not inside cuz.. she was lost in outram park..
ok.. here goes the pictures..

we actually looked skinnier in this "pillar mirror"

zul and ellene.. getting pissed off with me for taking so long..
yea.. then.. i went to put some frame. and took another photo..

no offence ar.. brother and sister.. just having fun..
friend love yah??

gosh.. i'm fucking fat.. zZz

its me again...

derrick.. forgot wads he looking at...

ok now... what are you looking at?

ok.. this is the girl.. zul say quite chio.. so we help him take photo of her..

was being lame with derrick..
din knew tt i t looked like i was kissing the girl behind.. =.=

Today...
went to the gym wif justin..
derrick was supposed to go.. but last min say cannot go..
so went alone with justin..
hmmm.. not bad ba..
do nth much ba...
cuz 1st time.. in that gym..
in sch gym.. will do more things cuz the pple i noe..
here de pple i dunno.. so.. nv do much lo..
but at least got exercise.. so fat ler.. :(
then.. after going gym for awhile..
we both go home lo..
then.. er... SHIT! er....
oh yah.. then..
i bathe ler.. jiu nonstop watch TV..
cuz my sis in her room.. i cannot use spare com..
then.. now my bro and sis both not at home..
so using lo... yah..
oh yah.. got someone called the house finding my sis just now..
then.. after that.. she told me to tell anybody who is finding for her that shes resting..
haiz...
called hy just now.. her bro said she not at home..
i got alot to tell her.. alot of things wan say to her..
i miss her so much.. :(
haiz.. i wonder if she got tell her bro do the same thing my sis ask me do not.. :(
haiz.. maybe still not yet time lo.. :(
hmmm.. er.. wad i wan say ar?? zZz
haiz.. forgot le..... when i rmb then i edit... or blog again ba..
haiz... my memory sucks..

and to all my readers... i would like to say thank you to all of u...
for constantly reading my blog and making me want to blog more often..
thanks alot..

to hui yee.. even if i think u wun come and read...
i still love u.. i realli do..

What a hair style..

2008-01-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

What A Hair Style...

lol.. woke up today morning... with a new look..

din realise that until i went somebody's blog..
it was a black screen.. then saw my reflection.. OMG!
lol.. enjoy ba.. :D
here we go..

i was like.. omg.. is that me??
then.. took a odd shot instead of looking at the mirror..

lol.. am in my sis's room.. using the spare com..
cuz my dad brought the lap top to indonesia..
woot.. i sure do look odd.. dun i?

oh yea.. yesterday... when i come back from movies..
my sis started a conversation wif me..
she: how was the movie?? who u went with?
me: the movie sucked.. i went with my friends..
she: did hui yee go?
me: er.. no..
she: you very long nv go out wif her le right?
me: *diams*
she: are you guys still together??
me: why??
she: just curious...
me: oh... ok.. eh.. very late ler.. i wan sleep ler.. good night..
she: good night..
yea.. i din know how to tell her.. so.. haiz.. like that lo...

AHHH
oops.. now i know why my hair like that.. =.=
yesterday nv bathe jiu sleep ler.. =.=
all the wax in the hair.. hmmm must go bathe soon le..
oh yea.. later going to watch movie with the clique.. dunno who going..
well.. i sure do hope i wun be spending money for some lousy show again..

A movie night out...

2008-01-20T08:08:00.000+08:00

A Movie Night Out...

last night.. went out with hayden[ciphras] and benjamin[magicalblue]..

went vivo city... hayden had 2 free tix.. so... he ask me and ben go lo...
brendon.. supposed to go also.. but.. due to his 3 stupid dogs.. he din go..
yah.. its THREE stupid dogs..
then.. went there.. i showed my safra card.. had the tix for $8..
then we bought food.. cuz they all xiao dii dii..
i buy for them lo.. total $19 worth of food and drinks.. [was my dinner]
so.. in total.. i paid $8 + $19 -$5[ben paid] = $22
$22.. if it was a nice movie.. i realli wun regret...
then guess wad?? we watched CLOVERFIELD...
=.= to me..
it totally SUCKED!
i'm giving it... -1 out of 5 popcorns..
YES its.. NEGATIVE one..
oh well.. too bad.. then.. took some photo.. of them..
haha... ben was cam shy[like me]
but.. due to his cam shyness.. the photo i took of him..
turned out ugly.. lol..
TOO BAD..
p.s. please do check the diff in habbo and real life..
ok.. lets start off with.. hayden..

he was drinking.. then i just say.. dun move...
he realli din move... lol..
ok.. next.. act cool ben.. lol..[looks a bit like his habbo]

bo bluff u rite? lol.. he must be forgot to style the tsunami..
ok.. in case u guys wondering...
this is how i look in habbo...
please.. do call me ah pek.. :D

Being artistic...

2008-01-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

Was Trying To Be Artistic...

haiz.. was bored..
had nth to do.. so i went to the toilet..
and did a little magic..
with the soaps and shampoos..
even with the conditioners..
slowly enjoy..

no joke.. i do..

look at it in another way.. i still miss u...

told ya i realli do... :(

my partners in crime..
adidas cool shampoo/soap.. forgot.. but not very useful..
silkpro..
pink = for coloured hair..
purple = for oily scarp..
yellow = hair conditioner..

i realli do miss u...

Another sleepless night...

2008-01-19T04:42:00.000+08:00

Another Sleepless Night...

haiz.. recently.. hardly ever sleep..
cannot sleep.. haiz.. how??
found out hor..
lesser and lesser pple online at night ler.. hmmm..
so bored lo.. saw jo online..
chatted with him.. see if he free not..
budden.. he bz watching anime.. so.. nvm ba..
somemore ask me go sleep.. if i bored.. =.=
if i can sleep.. i zao jiu sleep ler.. still nid wait till bored then sleep?
haiz.. then he ask me watch anime.. haiz..
think bout it 1st ba... haiz.. so bored...
haiz.. i dunno.. but i got a strong feeling that she will be going out again tml..
so nvm ba.. haiz...
wad can i do? shes no longer mine.. :(
i can't do anything... haiz.. oh well...
haiz... maybe i watch tv ba...
for the 1st time.. i'm feeling so bored.. when theres nobody at home.. =.=
oh well.. thats it ba...

Pictures

2008-01-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

Pictures...

man am i bored..
parents went to indonesia..
sis went to chalet.. bro at friend's house..
haiz.. well.. nvm.. heng this com got CS2..
my sis used to do her blogskins heyself.. using photoshop CS2..
yea.. so.. photoshop-ed some photos.. and.. here they goes..
firstly... "i been thinking of you"

there was supposed to be outlines for the thoughts.. but somehow.. it doesn't works... :(
secondly.. "super act cute.." :D [was trying to copy her]

i very act cute rite??
ok... last but not least.. "the time we spent together"

i noe i very lame.. yah.. but.. i realli do mean wad i say..
misses her.. :(

My name in different language

2008-01-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

My Name In Different Language

in jap...
[edomando] : blessed protector =.=
now i know why i'm over protective?
in hawaiian..
Ekimunoko
in russian..
Едманд[Yedmand]
in eng...
Edmund[of cuz!] : "rich protector" from Old English ead "rich, blessed" and mund "protector". Saint Edmund was a 9th-century king of East Anglia who, according to tradition, was shot to death with arrows after refusing to divide his Christian kingdom with an invading pagan Danish leader. This Old English name remained in use after the Norman conquest.
god damned it!! its the name!! sian.. i'm supposed to protect.. zZz.. how to change? :( i wan change!!! :(
in hungarian..
ÖDÖN
in italian..
Edmondo
in irish..
Éamonn

haiz.. damn sian... how can i ever try to be not so protective?? :(

A day back in damai...

2008-01-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

A Day Back In Damai...

went back damai..
nth to do.. so go see my fellow ncc members..
drills.. not very up to standard..
then.. saw cho..
chat wif him...
then.. he found out bout me..
so.. he go take year book.. let me see girls.. =.=
i dun nid sia... i oso dun wan new 1...
then.. after that... go bedok int.. change money...
then go kfc makan with eman..
well.. we chatted further.. and ya..
lots of sad things to say.. oh well...
then.. was on way back home..
matthew saw me..
it was like.. OMG!! matthew!
never expected to see him in bedok..
gave me a hug[something i realli needed]
then.. we went separate ways..
and i went home..
now home... still thinking of hy..
almost called her.. then rmb that im no longer her bf..
haiz.. some things are real hard to change..
oh well.. a person with a sad life have sad fate..
so.. gotta face it.. and dunno? try luck lo..

OH YEA!!
b4 i forget...
i grew very fat.. :( so..
something i must get b4 my bdae is...
to obtain 70kg b4 my bdae.. hopefully can make it..
time to cut down on chocolates..
[looks at the chocolate in my hand...]
hmmm last piece ok??

Photoshop Error

2008-01-18T08:00:00.000+08:00

Photoshop Error

haiz.. photoshop.. i hack finish ler..
but.. they say product license expired.. WTF sia..
haiz... asked ellene for her photoshop.exe..
she gimme alot of things... but all bout how to do this do that.. =.=
haiz.. nvm ba.. i try reinstall.. if not... i oso dunno wad to do ler..
fated maybe?
haiz......
oh yea.. earlier on.. my dad told me.. he needs the lap top..
so i guess... if i wan blog.. i'll need to use my ipod touch ler.. see how ba..
haiz.. lots of things to buy.. no money.. :(
i wanna buy the Apple Ipod USB Power Adapter.. :(
its sold in USA for US$29[~SG$42.05]
but its sold it SG for SG$55..
haiz... sian..... gonna check amazon..
OH MY FUCKIN GOD!!
another type of charger..+ car charger for only US$0.39[new][before shipping of US$16.95]
click here
lol.. cool sia.. i see if can ask my mum help me..
sadly.. shipping onli to USA.. so.. nvm ba.. maybe i save up and buy the adapter..
click here to see..
hmm.. shd i buy?? any comments from anybody??
all comments accepted.. [leave in tag board]
thx..

A not so boring day...

2008-01-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

A Not So Boring Day...

lots of things happened today..
dunno where to start..
WORK
was sms-ed today by Christina...
said that she was looking for me to work..
have 4 projects in march.. hope that i can make it..
then.. she asked if i could sign on with her for 3 months...
until june or july.. can go overseas..
korea.. thats wad i heard...
but.. cuz i got sch.. so i guess.. haiz.. maybe i can't go for that.. :(
she said she would email me the details of the projects and yah..
she got to go to bangkok immediately.. so...
wait ba..
OUTING
yea went out with ellene..
went to ngee ann poly open house..
i immediately said yes.. but.. its cuz i wan try win the ipod touch..
pple say.. when bad luck in relationship.. means good luck in other things...
so.. i try lo... no harm trying right?
yah.. so.. met ellene at tamp int..
nabei.. we almost got into the train.. then she stop cuz door closing..
i quickly stop the door.. then ask her go in.. the door open..
she mai go in.. wa lao.. dui lian lei!!
zZz
yah ok.. then we walked in ngee ann poly.. nth to do..
gian some free drinks and some cool stickers*..
after walking around.. met xue yuan.. AND 2 girls..
1 on 2.. not bad huh? yah.. was with him for awhile.. then..me and ellene decided to leave..
at that point of time.. i was damn hungry.. so.. i ask ellene if wan go out eat..
called ray.. he sounded sian.... so we nvm ba...
then.. while still deciding where to go to eat..
i decided pasting stickers on ellene.. there were pink ones which matched her shirt..
pasted it on her sleeve..and one on her head...
she pissedd off.. the pasted the 1 on the head on my cap..
then.. quite cool.. so.. we pasted my name on the cap..
nice design for my cap..
CALL FROM ZUL
just received a call from zul..
he sounded like something was wrong.. asked me if i could go out wif him..
so i said ok lo.. hmm.. maybe i get ready go down 1st.. then come back blog..
so.. thats it.. for now..
(back)
chey.. all he wants to know is bout me.. =.=
yah... so told him bout it.. and had a chat with him..
a rather long one..
then.. he ate.. and we continued chatting..
then.. finally decided to leave when he finished eating and had.. 8 unread msg..
yah.. thats bout all..
CAN'T STOP THINKING OF YOU
everytime i walk pass a mobile shop or smth..
i keep thinking of buying a pre-paid card for u..
normally.. i nv buy cuz no money..
today.. i had the money.. but no reason to buy it.. :(
i don't know.. haiz..
i realli miss u..
oh yea.. btw..
i had finish hacking my photoshop CS3 extended..
however.. brushes and wad not are missing..
thats wad the pop up says.. so.. zZz nvm ba..
i try make the collage.. so.. yea..
hope that things work well..

Yet another boring day..

2008-01-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

Yet Another Boring Day..

this SUCKS!!
of all days in my life..
these few days had been the most boring days of my life..
i haven't got a thing to do.. haven't got a place to go..
i been wandering around.. trying to find for something to do..
haiz...
i decided to download photoshop..
found a way to hack and get photoshop cs3 for free forever..
so.. am trying to hack into it..
but keep on got problem.. 1 last time i'm gonna try and thats it..
i realli wan try make a picture collage and post it up here..
those were the only pictures of you that i have..
realli regreted not taking more photos with you...
and of you..
oh well.. whats done is done..
no use crying over spilled milk..
all is my fault.. and thats all i can blame..
hope you are happier this way..
for i'll be happy for you..

The lie..

2008-01-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

The Lie..

friends been asking..
"edmund.. how are you?? are you ok??"
i just reply them with a..
"i'm fine.."
however..
somehow...
tears just keep flowing down my eyes...
yes.. its a fact...
i'm not fine... i'm just trying to act..
i guess.. i'm a bad actor..
i sucks in lying too...
i really miss you..
haiz..
i oso dunno wad to do..
haiz.. i guess.. time heals all things..
i hope it heals our relationship..
i dun wan something so nice...
to end just like that..
truth to be said.. yes.. i did plan bout our future..
bout how mani childrens.. what type of house..
and etc...
i don't want it to end.. i really do miss you...
i dun wan to let you go..
but.. i dun have the choice...
darling.. i love you..

The break up

2008-01-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

The Break Up..

when you said those words to me... i was pretty FUCKED UP..
i couldn't take it.. and din wan it to become this way...
everything i did.. was done for u.. and i din know that u din like it..
went to look for you today...
never knew you were so scared of me..
never knew that you been forcing yourself to be with me..
i'm glad that you finally had the chance to tell me..
i'm sorry for being over protective..
possessive..
scary and..
hard to get along with...
i'll try my very best to change for the better...
i realli do mean it...

darling thou we had broke up...
i still love you and will always do..
my life had nv been so great b4 u appeared...
all i want is for you to know that..
i love you no matter what..
even if you have a new boyfriend..
my heart will only have space for you..

Darlin.. iiloveyou..